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A Time to Blossom
by Christine Hunter-Robertson

             
We are now on level 11, Sept. 5th - Sept. 23rd, the sixth day in the 9th wave of Unity Consciousness. Just one more night and then the 7th day to complete the wave. This means we are at a wonderful stage of our evolutionary development. If you are continuing to work on yourself, to look at those deep dark places that are full of fear, to look at judgements, and attachments, to understand who you really are, then prepare for the flowering of human consciousness in this wave of light. It is now that you can blossom to reach for the grandest, the biggest you can be.

"As we embark on the 6th Day (of the 11th Heaven), we are commencing a period of immense light, an illumination of our beauty and divine Soul wisdom. We are FLOWERING... opening our field of energy, honouring our gifts and sharing our wisdoms with all of humanity in the 6th Day. This is a time of enlightenment, a time of joy, a time of beauty, a time to simply be our Divine Infinite Self with Grace & Ease." Simone Mathews

This is not an easy thing,  for I am finding that I struggle with my own grandness. As I open up more to my own Divinity, I can sense more, feel and perceive more of the Spiritual truths. I am called to Be the light and share this truth, to speak it, be it, live it freely. This opens the doorway that I believe I have tried to keep closed. The one where others can point at me and say "Who is she, to be so Big, so Grand, so Bright." I am completely vulnerable. To all those who are in fear I am a huge mirror reflecting back their own truth which is so bright it scares them and so they try to shut it down, they may condemn me and put me down. So, I take a breath and I come back to the wonderful quote by Marianne Williamson:

"Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness, that most frightens us. We ask ourselves, who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented and fabulous? Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you. We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us. It's not just in some of us; it's in everyone. And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others."

Yes, it is time to move out of the fear of what people think, for that is hugely limiting. If I allow what another person thinks to diminish my grandness I am continuing the old patterns and I am not walking my truth. As I open up to all kinds of new experiences in my connection to Spirit I am finding both the beauty and the beast. The beast (my ego) had been untamed and had been allowed to run free. I am reining it in and saying no more, I shall not give my attention to the voice that quietens how great I am and limits how much more I can be. It is the voice of God, of Spirit that I seek to hear and to listen to, not my ego. But will I listen?.....

The other day I was out walking in the woods with my dog Daisy. A few months back Daisy left home and got lost for 3 days so I am a little wary of her going off again.  Anyway, Daisy decided to wander off again while I was stuck negotiating poison oak.

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Daisy turned a deaf ear to my very loud calls. I searched the woods for about 15 minutes and then walked down the wooded hill to an adjacent road before coming back to where I had started and calmly sat under a tree and realized how frustrated I was becoming. As I looked up the hill in the opposite direction to where Daisy had gone, I caught sight of her and she saw me. She lifted her head, wagged her tail and started to run down the hill towards me. I praised her for coming back and felt overjoyed that she was back with me.

I had time to reflect on our little drama...... Spirit/God often calls to me and I do not listen, I wander away and do my own thing, I will eventually come back for I cannot truly get lost and my heart is set on this path of opening. But...if I would just listen a little more there would be no more wanderings, just presence that is as joyful as I felt seeing my little dog return to me. God does not get frustrated with me for that is a human trait, but patiently waits for me to come down that hill with my tail wagging!!! It is a choice to wander or not, that rests with me. So, I intend to stay within earshot, that is my decision. (A little wiggle room but not off track!!!)

In choosing to listen and Be in the presence of God/Spirit I then take the action I am called to take, which is to be the grandest I can be, to be the mirror for others to say: If she can be that Big so can I. That is my service to others. To light the way in my own Beingness, a gorgeous flower of immense color and brilliance.

My wish for you is that you hear the Divine within you and open up to your own flowering. Water the bloom that you are with showers of compassion for your self, and then bathe in the sunlight of the Divine within your own heart and be in awe of the creation that is you.

 Christine